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Tried hard to forget;
But dark secrets linger.

Sunday, January 31, 2010 ( 10:44 PM )

曾经最掏心, 所以最开心, 曾经

想念最伤心, 但却最动心的, 记忆

This date was once that date.

Be happy.

( 10:30 PM )

I had an incredible week. Wednesday, went to the National Library for a hot date with the books, the quiet atmosphere was so good that i almost fell asleep, waited 2hrs for A to finish work, went for dinner and movie, Hachiko, any movies based on a true story always bring tears to my eyes, almost every females in that cinema cried, i wonder how males can control their emotional side over such movies, weird. Thursday, had a wonderful steamboat session with the people i LOVE, we ate talked laughed for 4hrs, it was really great, and A came to accompany me rather than going somewhere else, such a good bf i have, hmm. Friday, Ah Mei's concert, HIGH HIGH HIGH, too high to stop, too high to forget, too high to feel how tired i was, so after the concert, rushed to meet A for movie, 14 Blades, as expected the hero always died in the end, but with the fighting scenes, nobody will ever get disappoined. Saturday, Boat Quay with A and the Lamers, 5 of us finished 4 towers of beer, was a fun night where everyone really played hard and was happy, too bad Karen wasn't around, soon we shall. Next friday, GENTING, can't wait, i want to go win big money, haha.

Wednesday, January 27, 2010 ( 4:12 PM )

陈慧欣就是我，样子像小妹，心却是傻大姐。

我真的老了，到了可以嫁人的蠢年龄。

曾经的曾经，好漫长，再多时间也无法把回忆重叠。

每个人都希望能回到过去，或许是想改变些什么，

或许是想挽回些什么，所以往往都将未来给遗忘了。

记不起我们这群臭三八，几时关系变得这么坚定，

好到连拥抱也能代替语言，无论什么样的风风雨雨，

我们还是站得超稳。

所谓的第六感，我没那种天赋，

所以每次的恋情都会告吹，而我也从不拖泥带水，

是我够勇敢吗？

忽然想起了张惠妹唱的歌，

我不要你的承诺不要你的永远，

只要你真真切切爱我一遍。

女人嘛，总会期待自己的爱情跟偶像剧里的一样，

有个好男人可以依靠，但其实女人真正想要的，

也是男人真诚的心罢了。

这世上最没用的人总是自己，

因为我们无法超越那个心里早就幻想好的完美人物，

希望你们能找到快乐的自己。

还有，我的那个很烦的新男友，

读华文应该很吃力吧，哈哈。

Monday, January 25, 2010 ( 2:24 PM )

the story continues..

Sunday, January 24, 2010 ( 9:06 PM )

Thursday always the movie day, watched Law Abiding Citizen with A, although revenge seemed so easy in this movie making it too fake, but its still a movie worth the wait and time. Friday the happy gathering, Evon's birthday at chalet, we had a great time playing cards, getting high, laughing loud, did funny things, it was really fun, so those who went back early, too bad, LOL. Everyone didn't sleep, we drank the whole night till morning, Beer + Martell + Volka, one word SHIOK, and all KO inside the cab home, we really should do this again. Saturday, L4D 2 and Boat Quay with the usual suspects, its like becoming a routine to be drinking every saturday, we need to try something new soon, keep drinking and we are going to die faster, haha. Looking forward to Ah Mei's concert next friday and Genting next next friday, YEAH!!

Wednesday, January 20, 2010 ( 12:20 PM )

once a bitch. always a bitch.

yes you. i mean you.

Monday, January 18, 2010 ( 12:05 AM )

Movies are back into my life, had been missing them like crazy, lol. Thursday, met A for 听说, he always surprised me with the movies i wanted to watch, even though he might not be interested in them, well well, i assume is only for the beginning only la, right?! hahaha. This romantic chinese movie, full of hand signs with less dialogues, good emotional acting expressions, made me feel that love can actually be so simple and sweet. Friday, was supposed to have the first guitar lesson but was cancelled due to Travan's OT at work, was so excited about it can, still cut away my long nails, yet too bad, has to change to another day. And so met A for movies again, It's complicated was first, the movie title said it all, complicated as in like EXes with benefits, every point of the movie was with a laughing curse, you will not be able to stop the laughter. Daybreakers was next, i like the storyline but the ending kinda sucks, vampires shows or movies have been increasing alot lately, and this was about humans going extinct rather than the other way round, with shortage of blood supply, vampires committing suicide cos they couldn't grow old, young vampires smoking like an adult, all these were really a different kind of view. Saturday, met Karen and Kayden for lunch at Westmall, at night we went for L4D 2 and Boat Quay for drinks with A and Joey. An EMO night with tears dropping, i found the answers i wanted to know, which i rather i didn't, we can never go back to the old times but i hope he is really well and happy somewhere out there. I realised it now that camera angle is so important, the latest photo i took made me look so thin and my hair so long, photos are such a lie man, LOL.

Monday, January 11, 2010 ( 10:13 PM )

如果没有你没有过去我不会有伤心

( 10:05 PM )

OK, another week passed again, damn fast. I will skip the weekdays part la, cos not work then home, sianz life. Friday was my company's D&D, which was boring by the way, so i left halfway to Hush to meet up my lovely sisters, definitely a place full of memories. Saturday drinking night at Boat Quay, 2 pubs in a row to finish balances, i like the 'sitting by the river' session with Karen, we can just talk what we want, hope to have another one soon enough. Alright, so now i have a new name, Rocky, sound like a dog's name, KNS, thanks ar Ladyboss, must be too bo liao at work liao, lol. Nothing much to update also, just waiting for the day where everything can go public, and not complicated anymore. 我很好, 那么你呢?!

Thursday, January 7, 2010 ( 12:22 PM )

yes. i do.