all that i am after, is a life full of laughter.
the good bitch ugly duckling ♥ - 18dec WHAT and IF are two words as non-threatening as words can be, but put them together side-by-side and they have the power to haunt you for the rest of your life. — Letters To Juliet dark secrets November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 May 2011	Tuesday, December 28, 2010 us can't wait for the future where we will grow old together and walk hand in hand on the beach. 2 weekends in 1 OK. i am back. awesome bday at MONO. survived countless lambos & waterfalls; with much help of course. thanks people!! XMAS was homely home. xmas eve was great with my homies. to be honest. DBL O was like shit. the music was all house and retro. it was great cos we had fun; dancing to each other's company. recalling the movies watched.. with balloon boy. BOMB! Wednesday, December 15, 2010 go wrong forgot to mention. last thursday movie date. we caught this cartoon, yes cartoon. not the usual animation. more like a kid movie. bad choice. last friday dinner and dance. was boring actually. so met up with ah lian. went some ulu pub. Balloon Boy Joey Sam were ard. the itch to dance was so strong that night. DAMN! Tuesday, December 14, 2010 i am cute i did my hair. and now i look like her. Emily the Strange. mom: “where is my daughter?” bf : “where did you hide my gf?” HEY HELLO! got so dramatic anot?! only that i look even younger than usual. cute kid with the thin bangs. still look the same can. no matter what. i am loving it. looked at the calendar. Today is the 14th. 4 more days people. i feel so old now. Do you take me as your lawful wife? SAY YOU DO! looking forward to friday. everyone singing the bday song for me. really love that. can’t wait. Thursday, December 9, 2010 crank that lost deep in my thoughts. you all might wonder; what is the big fuss over bday. well.. to me, bday is only once a year. a cake is a must. like a kid?! definitely. and this is so me. now cracking my head. thinking of a nice cozy place. where everyone will feel happy abt. SO HARD! i like to be different. people will get bored with the same gardens. so am always trying to find fresh castles. AHA. going to come out with something soon. Monday, December 6, 2010 hearts Happy Bday Balloon Boy! saturday was his bday. i bought him a cake. lured him into the kitchen. and… DING DING he seemed calm, expressionless. a failed surprise by me. lol. that was like in the early AM. and he spent the rest of his bday; gaming and sleeping. then once a yr bday was over. just like that. how boring could he gets man?! haha. but love you la. so before the failed surprise thing, which was still friday. we went for a movie date. funny was the selling point. no doubt. but the one thing i like most, Korea! aww… monday always comes too soon. alright, back to work. Friday, December 3, 2010 imagine getting lazy to update. again. and so another week passed. is the fffrrriiidddaaayyy. balloon boy’s bday tomorrow. age numbers increasing. old. had our movie date ytd. the idea was not bad. really not bad. just that too many movies had used this idea. not that the acting was stiff. just that.. Tom Cruise Dakota Fanning made a very deep impression. balloon boy commented : “if aliens have this kind of technology, we humans stand no chance of winning.” true. so true. since young, i assume aliens will look like ET. i mean if they really do exist. but now after watching so many shows on them, i chose to believe they can actually take human form. we are finding other sources for possibility of surviving. guess the aliens are doing the same thing too. and they seem to be smarter. COOL
life is hard, is harder if you are stupid.