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weigh the value

2011-05-18T17:48:00.002+08:00

sometimes we may forget how to love someone in the right way, it doesn’t matter. we do not have to be perfect in some sense, expressing of love can be in many different unique ways. sometimes we accept the wrong ways because we value the love that much.

I DO.

罗志祥

2011-05-18T17:16:00.003+08:00

we reached the highest point for the concert, i swear we were like crazy little girls who saw our crush. Show Luo’s performance will never disappoint anyone, his way of interacting with us, ahem, the fan-xi, just simply touched everyone’s heart.

罗志祥! 我爱你!

we continued the highness at 十三妹, finally met the long forgotten teck and leong. evon came down despite the last minute thingy, kan steady. didn’t drink enough, it was alright, we made our way to neverland and i reached home at 6am. totally awesome.

做个决定不容易
只需要找出勇气

election week

2011-05-11T17:42:00.001+08:00

Last Weekend...

Money donated to RWS casino, much more than i could handle. Is good that the levy only lasts for 24hrs, so that my remaining bank balance is safe. Don’t think I can ever make it big there, cos I don’t have the courage. My head bows to the uncles and aunties, they all really make losing money seem like nothing.

Visited neverland with the evon-shawn couple, lirong, peiting & shijun. Our kuku bird not feeling good, didn’t want stay at home to face the blanks, so we accompanied her playing and clapping to ‘ah king’. Couldn’t finish the second bottle, more fun to be expected soon enough.

Singapore General Election, well well, had the chance to vote, a good experience but to some extend it was kinda irritating to me. Not into politics or maybe i’m those bo chup kind, voted for the party that my parents voted, no need to crack the brain. Some interesting characters were born from this once every 5 years event, 9 days were what they took to make it work.

Votes are secret

Never will be. They lied.

fast 5

2011-05-06T15:47:00.000+08:00

Fast & Furious 5

Total Shiokness

lack of care

2011-05-05T11:23:00.000+08:00

my blog - neglected.

life has been alright,
been here done that.
but i still miss life,
if you get what i mean.

will be back soon.

fuckin' perfect

2011-01-26T17:25:00.008+08:00

*
welcome to my silly life

mistreated, misplaced, misunderstood

miss "no way it's all good"

it didn't slow me down

mistaken

always second guessing

underestimated

look, I'm still around...

*

words unsaid.
actions unclaimed.
motives unexplained.
what did we gain in that battlefield?

everyone around me are progressing,
few steps ahead in life more than me.
i still stand as where i was years back.
impossible not to know,
i just take it as it is.

is true.
we don’t have forever,
what we have are now.
time should not lead the way,
we should

superman's wife

2011-01-18T13:47:00.000+08:00

trying to be superwoman.
make myself so busy for what!
i am insanely siao.

i've like so many things to do.
want to do sounds more right.
and they are not even a need.
Damn

think on the brighter side,
at least I took a step forward.
had been wasting my youth away.

been busy but still found some free time.
one thursday – movie date

one friday – clubbing night
one saturday – drinking night
one weekend – kukup company trip

wanted to go on a short holiday.
but balloon boy said,
“save money la.”

ahem.
save money to marry me huh?!
LOL

alright. ciao.

stepping into 2011

2011-01-03T17:49:00.000+08:00

On the last day of 2009, of course everyone was wishing 2010 will be a better year, so did I. But ain’t all New Year eve we will wish the next year to be a better one? Which actually means that the whole life we had till now, has nothing special enough to make us don’t wish for a better year. You get that? Ok, perhaps not. I am more to the negative kind of aliens, not to blame.

But of course among all the bad stuffs that happened in 2010, there were little good stuffs which I believe did happen. I got a new job, a new bf, the Taiwan trip, and now I wonder are all these counted as good stuffs? So want to laugh out loud while typing this, LOL.

Everyone is busy talking about their 2011 resolutions. Why bother about resolutions for a new year when they won’t even be achieved? Damn, I am such a negative shit. But no matter what, I do have resolutions alright.

First, take the first step into further studies, the interest I always have, mass communications.

Second, aim for the virgin 5 digit number in my bank account.

Third, Korea trip, a must, no excuse, best will be end of year when it’s snowing.

Fourth, less than ten mistakes in work, zero is impossible, so ten is the minimum.

Fifth, be a better gf, be a better daughter, be a better sister, be a better friend, and be a better enemy.

Sixth, get my long awaited car license.

Seventh, quit my stupid laziness.

Ok, enough. Too many will seem too hard to come true, so 7 are good. I will be crawling slowly towards all the targets.

Happy New Year everyone.
Have an awesome 2011 ahead.

last & first

2011-01-03T17:43:00.001+08:00

our last movie of 2010.

A-list actor and actress;

nothing to whine about.
i love the plot, the story.
the ending might be predictable,
but i enjoyed the journey with my heart.
What’s more not to love?!

VENICE!
wonderfully wonderland.

our first movie of 2011.

a fast paced adventure with little actions.
Jack Black did what he always does;
funny and convincing.
probably cos this was like a children thing,
it was kind of made into a storybook mode.
easier to understand for the young minds.

us

2010-12-28T21:56:00.000+08:00

can't wait for the future where we will grow old together and walk hand in hand on the beach.

2 weekends in 1

2010-12-28T21:50:00.000+08:00

OK. i am back.

awesome bday at MONO.

survived countless lambos & waterfalls;

with much help of course.

thanks people!!

XMAS was homely home.

xmas eve was great with my homies.

to be honest.

DBL O was like shit.

the music was all house and retro.

it was great cos we had fun;

dancing to each other's company.

recalling the movies watched..

with balloon boy.

BOMB!

go wrong

2010-12-15T10:56:00.000+08:00

forgot to mention.
last thursday movie date.

we caught this cartoon, yes cartoon.
not the usual animation.
more like a kid movie.
bad choice.

last friday dinner and dance.

was boring actually.
so met up with ah lian.
went some ulu pub.
Balloon Boy Joey Sam were ard.

the itch to dance was so strong that night.
DAMN!

i am cute

2010-12-14T13:54:00.000+08:00

i did my hair.
and now i look like her.

Emily the Strange.

mom: “where is my daughter?”
bf : “where did you hide my gf?”

HEY HELLO!

got so dramatic anot?!
only that i look even younger than usual.
cute kid with the thin bangs.
still look the same can.

no matter what. i am loving it.

looked at the calendar.
Today is the 14th.
4 more days people.
i feel so old now.

Do you take me as your lawful wife?
SAY YOU DO!

looking forward to friday.
everyone singing the bday song for me.
really love that.

can’t wait.

crank that

2010-12-09T17:03:00.001+08:00

lost deep in my thoughts.

you all might wonder;

what is the big fuss over bday.
well.. to me,

bday is only once a year.

a cake is a must.
like a kid?! definitely.
and this is so me.

now cracking my head.
thinking of a nice cozy place.
where everyone will feel happy abt.

SO HARD!

i like to be different.
people will get bored with the same gardens.
so am always trying to find fresh castles.

AHA.

going to come out with something soon.

hearts

2010-12-06T14:27:00.001+08:00

Happy Bday Balloon Boy!

saturday was his bday.
i bought him a cake.
lured him into the kitchen.
and…

DING DING

he seemed calm, expressionless.
a failed surprise by me. lol.
that was like in the early AM.
and he spent the rest of his bday;
gaming and sleeping.

then once a yr bday was over.
just like that.
how boring could he gets man?!
haha. but love you la.

so before the failed surprise thing,
which was still friday.
we went for a movie date.

funny was the selling point. no doubt.
but the one thing i like most, Korea!
aww…

monday always comes too soon.
alright, back to work.

imagine

2010-12-03T15:05:00.000+08:00

getting lazy to update. again.

and so another week passed.
is the fffrrriiidddaaayyy.
balloon boy’s bday tomorrow.
age numbers increasing. old.

had our movie date ytd.

the idea was not bad. really not bad.
just that too many movies had used this idea.

not that the acting was stiff.

just that..
Tom Cruise

Dakota Fanning

made a very deep impression.

balloon boy commented :
“if aliens have this kind of technology,
we humans stand no chance of winning.”

true. so true.

since young, i assume aliens will look like ET.
i mean if they really do exist.
but now after watching so many shows on them,
i chose to believe they can actually take human form.

we are finding other sources for possibility of surviving.
guess the aliens are doing the same thing too.
and they seem to be smarter.

COOL

woohoo

2010-11-26T16:39:00.001+08:00

ahem.

since you asked,

i will think big abt it.

bday present!!

fragile

2010-11-26T16:35:00.002+08:00

in the morning received liduan’s sms.
a sad situation with pain.

hope she will be strong to overcome.
will go find her tonight.

life is just too short.

finally friday..
long awaited guitar lesson.
Peiting will be my learning mate.
Travan will be our teacher.

hope no blood will be seen later.

had movie date with balloon boy ytd.
caught Tangled in 3D.
fantastic will be the word.

met up with the bitches on tuesday.
Jun was supposed to be the main reason.
before i even reached, she was gone.
is time to change another bf liao la.

waiting for 6pm to arrive.
tick tock.

aaiioonn

2010-11-22T16:12:00.000+08:00

AION

ADDICTION

love

2010-11-22T14:50:00.001+08:00

balloon boy and me;
we make one boring couple.

but..

i like the way we are.
simple and sweet.
stay home and rot tgt.

doing the same things everyday;
yet is more than enough.

love you la. balloon boy.

balloons

2010-11-19T17:00:00.001+08:00

balloons make me smile.

i love the way they fly..
into the open blue sky.

visiting the clouds.
making friends with the birds.
enjoying their first and last journey.

they might have a short life;
fearing the bursting curse.

but I know..
at least they are happy for awhile.

perfection

2010-11-17T21:20:00.001+08:00

tuesday. bad day.

hard to survive in a big company;

without getting hurt here & there.

that's life.

met the mother & the son;

at westmall for dinner.
hope cute godson get well soon.

he is so thin now!

decided to go club with balloon boy.

but when he saw my red eye;

we turned back for sweet home.

where he played his fav game;

till the sun came out to shine.

finally..

today is wednesday.

booked Harry Potter tic online.

we watched the first time slot at Lot 1.

kiasu. i know.

didn't want the movie to end. seriously.
emotional growing with Harry Potter's stories.
part 2. awaiting.

got a new laptop.
got an aion acc.
can play tgt with balloon boy.

PERFECT!

boring

2010-11-15T11:55:00.001+08:00

hmm..

whole family at Genting enjoying now.
left me and balloon boy to look after home.
so want to go but can’t cos of new job.
too bad.

over the weekend.

had Harry Potter movies marathon.
to prepare myself for the upcoming deathly hallows.
bo liao?! guess so.
but i likeeee.

can i not be in Singapore on my bday?
plssssssssssss.

no more

2010-11-14T13:55:00.001+08:00

the shadow is gone;

no longer affecting me.

pray

2010-11-14T13:50:00.001+08:00

ain't chopping the newest addition now?

from east to west, chinese to malay.
tell me about it man.
crazy shit!

moreover this is Singapore,
not Hong Kong can.
no Chen Ho Nam exist.

desire the taste of chopping a life;
then face the death sentence in prison.

so young. so desperate.
dreams of theirs can only stay as dreams;
never to become reality.

what a waste.

for whatever reasons there will be;
not splendid enough to bear the outcome.
is an innocent life we are talking about here.

do cherish your fragile life.

insane!

homey

2010-11-12T21:30:00.008+08:00

FRIDAY
Everyone scream!!

But i came home after work.

People, i can hear the BOOs alright.
Rotting at home is an in thing ok.
I can spend my time engage in Funshion or PP.
Watching dramas and movies you all might not know about.

See.. Good deal lo.

And waiting for balloon boy to come back.

Probably with my supper love.

Not bad. Not bad at all.

Thursday movie dates are back alive and kicking.
Which means for now;

Balloon boy is not as busy or i am lucky he’s not.
Either way also to my advantage, aha.

We caught Due Date ytd.

And the day before.
Timbre for Elene’s advance bday celebration.
Everything was great except for the live band;
which was not our cup of tea.

My birthday next..
Soon. Real soon.

Bye Bye!

sick

2010-11-09T14:25:00.002+08:00

alright.

down with the most common FLU.

earned a costly 2 days MC bomb.

my conscience warning me not to be greedy.

probably just taking ~~1 day~~ without guilt.

made that 2 days. in the end

till then.

hello

2010-11-08T17:22:00.003+08:00

Let me start everything afresh.